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Tonight is a night I don’t think I will forget..

I was at my house making dinner. Mark came over, we had a good evening together. As he was getting ready to leave I decided to ask him if he like me a lot or a bit? So I asked if he had put some thought into a converstion we had a month ago, he said slowly, yes you always seem to want to talk about this on the wrong nights.. Then he confessed that he doesn’t think he likes me more than casual dating. I realized that Mark is never going to like me in the way that I want, so I said well I think we need to break up. We talked for a while after that and it was good. Around 10:30 I told him he needed to go, I wanted to go to sleep. We hugged, as we did I wondered would this be a choice I will regret?  Yes, Mark is stunning and I am sure I will be stunned the next time I see him and wonder why I let something so great go…  No, I will still be happy life goes on. I have things to look forward to. Awesome roommies, a new job. I am starting a new chapter in my life; because my life is a storybook! 

The night was over he went home, I came to blog.